Right now my life is quiet. I'm thankful. Since my DVT and PE on May 13th last year, my life has been loud and demanding. Constant doctor appointments, specialists, and blood work take time.
I find the quiet strange though...there has been so much and now, stillness. Not just with my health...moving, struggles at work, taking an 8th grader in, letting her go, medical bills, more counseling, dealing with my past, and forgiving others. In a world where busyness is a badge of honor, I feel left behind sometimes, BUT I don't want busyness to define me. So I'm going to sit on my porch, read, have awkward silence, go for walks, have dinner with friends, see my family and snuggle with Millie because maybe God is using this time to heal me. 💗
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